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~get good grade.14 pts and below
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19.8.04

i seriously think there's a prob with me...
starting to crap again...
hahaz...
ok..other than my.. my blog has a prob too...
poor blog..
will make you asap..


Posted at 19.8.04

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17.8.04

i'm not sure if i should cry or laugh...
life's kinda meaningless at times...
wonders why i have to meet most of the chs boys.
should have taken my last decision that time and
not go harbin.. but its all too late..
wads done cannot be undone...
sigh... anyway still glad to know some pple...
shall name them..
jion chun(mummy) helped me in many probs..
ren jie(da ge) talk to me and asked for advise though we hardly contact each other now..
denise for being so nice during the trip.. but haven heard of him for quite some time
zhong wei for helping us in the com stuffs even though he had to do his review for taiwan..
aloyz (xiao di) for giving me info.. though i dint take them seriously..think should have trusted you in the first place
zhi wei for being the most irritating person who always fan me...
zhengcong( kelv) for all the happycumsad memo..
lastly wei han(er ge) who's always giving me moral support and encouraging me to move on in life... though wad jion chun said the same as he.. he's the best er ge.. thank god i've got him to talk to.. if not, you wun be able to see me type in here anymore... most credits should go to him and JION CHUN... hahazzz... did i miss anyone out???
oh vinvent(the cat) thanks for teaching me the mole concept.. though i still failed...

also wanna thank those people who made my life miserable, though it was once a happy moment.. and those who made me lost concentration in my studies... made me fail in my recent tests... and those who seriously hurt me with either words or actions...

you may think i have gone bonkers.. but i still gotta say these...
if i gone crazy, hahaz... some people will be darn happy...
should i fulfil for you or should i not??

Posted at 17.8.04

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15.8.04

some miscommuinations..
sigh... after we're not as close as befoer anymore..
"no man is worth your tears, the man who's worth your tears won't make you cry."
agree with this quote totally...
mum called you..
but it was of no use..got no idea why she called you..
anyway, i spoiled the day..
ya... and you??? can continue studying for your tests...
hensley's so darn funny yesterday..
smsing me and alicia while falling asleep in the mrt..
some weird guy..
hahaz... now i cant stand the other blog...
tag board's so horrible...
so filthy..
wonder why i wasted time trying to make it beautiful when all these junk msges
dirtied it... eeeeeeeeeeeee...
anyway... "living in this world in meaningless"...

Posted at 15.8.04

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14.8.04

finally er ge came back...
was quite happy until he called..
he was kinda sick la...
then asked him to take his medicine, he said the best way for him t recover is to get him back to jap..
probably i shouldn't hope that he come back as soon as possible..
cos he's like so sad and in great pain now..
thinking of them when he cannot see them until some time later...
so sad...cos kor is sad...
and am still wondering if i should go zc's house today..
supposedlly going to watch fireworks, but the metting time is chao too late..
cant go out so late... sigh...
dunno larx.. confused..

Posted at 14.8.04

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2.8.04

i have decided afterall... i should use back my blog...
its much more peaceful than a combine blog with someone who doesn't
blog at all...
luv my er ge soooo much...
today i got test...yet he's so concerned abt it..
but dear dun get mistaken...
sigh...this few days was really upset with you...
always find a way for me to pick a fight with you...
why??? why always get yourself involved with her...
and in the end quarrel with me???
why??? issit worth it??? and always it started off bcos of her...

Posted at 2.8.04

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10.7.04

ok... this is the final blog i'm gonna use... no time to manage 2 blogs at you go...
so yup... moved... my new blog
but its a combine blog with my friend... yup
Posted at 10.7.04

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6.7.04

long time dint blog already.. now i have another.. a combine blog with zc... hahaz.. abit weird.. but we just got sudden craze over blogging...
Posted at 6.7.04

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